r/MadeMeSmile Jul 29 '21

I’m two years sober, today! Personal Win

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u/PaGaNfUn818 Jul 29 '21

I turned 4 today. Keep it up sober sista!

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u/hazelclaw Jul 29 '21

Congratulations I’m proud of you ❤️

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u/TheMaskedSwinger Jul 29 '21

Congrats to both of you. Here’s an award. I keep telling myself tomorrow will be the day for me but I haven’t found the courage yet. Good job though for real, it’s an inspiration.

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u/Scary-Jeweler4984 Jul 29 '21

Right there with you...hopefully we find the right inspo soon!!

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u/mingstaHK Jul 29 '21

You must be Australian! Aussies seem to like shortening words and slapping an o on the end. Devo was one I heard the other day. For devastated. Though they also make names longer to get the o. Sammo. Goodo! You go!

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u/iSaidiWantedNoTomato Jul 29 '21

I’m day 5 today. I just want more for myself at this point. It hurts but I’m sticking to it. Power to you

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u/HalpOooos Jul 29 '21

You’re doing so amazing. 5 days already? Imagine when you hit two weeks how that’s gonna feel! IM SO PRPOUD OF U. KEEP GOING!!

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u/cats_and_cake Jul 30 '21

5 days is awesome! It may not seem like much, but that’s something to be proud of! When was the last time you were sober for 5 straight days?! You’ve already made it five days, so the next five should be no problem! You can do this!

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u/RebukeTheHatred Jul 29 '21

Please sound more passionate 🙏 I'm on the same boat my dude the early stages are the most vulnerable

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u/HalpOooos Jul 29 '21

You probably have unlimited support here with us. We are here, and happy to help you through the trying first days. If you really want this, you can do it. I’m sure of it. Have faith in your amazing self, and remember. One day at a time. You’re doing great and I’m damn proud of you for taking even the first tiniest steps towards recovery!!!!

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u/____JustBrowsing Jul 29 '21

I saw your comment and wanted to add that Reddit’s r/stopdrinking was what helped me 3.5 years ago. Sending thoughts your way, take care x

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u/blowingnwtrees Jul 29 '21

you got this. Just passed 5 years with my SO.

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u/shmokenapamcake Jul 29 '21

You can do it! Gotta be sick and tired of being sick and tired

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u/SadAcanthisitta7161 Jul 29 '21

Maybe it's time to start telling your self today is the day. Only thing standing in between recovery and your self is taking action. Generally speaking no one goes to rehab because they want to, they go because they need to.

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u/incredible_penguin11 Jul 29 '21

The very fact you're thinking about it is a great start. One day you'll be where they are.

All the best to you.

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u/Character-Sun-9425 Jul 29 '21

Make today your day, even if you have already ddunk/used something, you can be sober the rest of it. It's hard and scary but you can do it. Believe in yourself

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u/Far-Pen3023 Jul 29 '21

I just read The Naked Mind. Highly recommend for someone trying to get the courage. I’m so glad I read it- I’m excited about not drinking ever again!

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u/doctorsarenthelping Jul 29 '21

Whatever you're struggling with, it can get easier. Just knowing that the future holds a different version of yourself where you're looking back at these moments as a thing of the past is a powerful motivator. Knowing what's possible is an important first step. Don't give up on yourself, you're stronger than you know!

Buddhism helped me a lot, I recommend you search some inspirational youtube videos about mindfulness and buddhism, it might help you in your journey. Maybe not but its worth a gander!

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u/BlueMonkey21 Jul 29 '21

Today is the day🥰 here’s your sign

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u/RosieCakeness Jul 29 '21

You will find your day. Prayers for ya that it is soon!

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u/Tenebrousgent Jul 29 '21

Don't be hard on yourself. You'll do it when you're ready. You can do it. I've got faith in you.

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u/downrightdyll Jul 29 '21

Hey your right arm looks cool you should post on r/irezumi !

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u/heifer27 Jul 29 '21

I just turned 1 thirty minutes ago!!! Heck yes everyone!

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u/Any-One-261 Jul 29 '21

Way to go!

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u/heifer27 Jul 29 '21

Thank you!

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u/HalpOooos Jul 29 '21

Congrats!!!!!!! 🎉🎉 here’s to your future!

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u/heifer27 Jul 29 '21

Thank you with all my heart <3 You have a wonderful day!

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u/HalpOooos Jul 29 '21

You too, love! 💚

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u/zyzzogeton Jul 29 '21

I'm 3.5... after 2 years of repeated failure. I am really glad to share that.

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u/GoddessOfChamomile Jul 29 '21

Repeated failure is how we learn to succeed!

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u/_CharethCutestory_ Jul 29 '21

3.5 here too! Congratulations.

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u/AlexPDXqueer Jul 29 '21

Without the repeated failures our success will never stick

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u/bruceleeperry Jul 29 '21

You didn't fail, that was just part of what you needed to succeed. Breathe....you got it!

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u/wozblar Jul 29 '21

lol, i'm definitely going to use that

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u/[deleted] Jul 29 '21 edited Aug 01 '21

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u/string_of_random Jul 29 '21

Happy 4th birthday! Im surprised you can spell...

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u/theembiggen3r Jul 29 '21

And tomorrow, 2 years and a day!

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u/hazelclaw Jul 29 '21

Tomorrow and forever !

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u/RealTaiter Jul 29 '21

Congrats I’m closing in on my first 90 Days.

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u/Oregon710since2010 Jul 29 '21

Congratulations! I stopped paying attention, but my family didn't. I'm probably about a year and a half clean from fentanyl!

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u/RealTaiter Jul 29 '21

Get the sober app on your phone. Enter the date and it will keep track forever!

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u/phantom416 Jul 29 '21

That shit is the best, I’m 80 days self harm sober! It’s such a convenient app too

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u/RealTaiter Jul 29 '21

Good stuff keep it up!

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u/phantom416 Jul 29 '21

I try, but it’s a very hard thing to quit (so don’t ever start it)

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u/dudeimsupercereal Jul 29 '21

No fucking joke. It’s a battle, kudos on getting this far!

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u/Oregon710since2010 Jul 29 '21

That's actually pretty cool, I'll do that. Good looking!

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u/hazelclaw Jul 29 '21

You should be so proud of yourself I wish I could hug you, congratulations !!

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u/Oregon710since2010 Jul 29 '21

Awh, no. This is your party, you've moved mountains to be here and be able to post up with that cute balloon in a gorgeous tattoo parlor, life is good, you earned it.

Thank you for the virtual hug, the feelings are absolutely mutual!

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u/Apprehensive-Feeling Jul 29 '21

If I counted the days I wouldn't be clean. For me, counting keeps it too close.

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u/BelleAriel Jul 29 '21

One day at a time.

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u/Icy_Ad_9134 Jul 29 '21

Super proud of you girlie!! :)))

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u/Olealicat Jul 29 '21

Beautiful! Day by day, homies!

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u/Yellowribbon_004 Jul 29 '21

Every second counts, even the time that passes through since you posted this. Be proud of yourself. You're an inspiration to all of us.

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u/milnak Jul 29 '21

And the day after that, 2 years and 2 days!

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u/Bozo_dubbed_over Jul 29 '21

Save that 2 balloon so you can just buy a 0 balloon in 18 years.

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u/andrewegan1986 Jul 29 '21

If they bought the 1already then they're prepped for their 12th anniversary. Helps to plan in advance haha!

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u/falseyProphet Jul 29 '21

This is going to get shit thrown at but don’t wanna miss the opportunity, “They can relapse and use the balloon in another two years”.

Seriously though, don’t! Much love! Much support! Keep playing without cheat codes ;)

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u/andrewegan1986 Jul 29 '21

Nah, if that happens they can just buy a 0 and cover all bases for future anniversaries...

I wouldn't worry too much about it. People in recovery often have some dark humor. Kind of have to

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u/Mikeologyy Jul 29 '21

In 3 years, she can flip it over, too

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u/EmilyPseu Jul 29 '21

Congratulations! Are you celebrating at a tattoo shop?

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u/hazelclaw Jul 29 '21

I work there!

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u/EmilyPseu Jul 29 '21

Looks like y’all do some nice work there. Your color pieces are awesome but I’m especially loving the moth on your shin!

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u/hazelclaw Jul 29 '21

Thank you I really appreciate that

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u/SpJupiter Jul 29 '21

I was too exited about your success and wanted to congratulate you, so I didn't notice, but that moth is gorgeous.

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u/Amyjane1203 Jul 29 '21

Thought this was your home! The decor is 👌

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u/hazelclaw Jul 29 '21

I wish I lived here !! My boss supports so many artists she has the whole shop decorated like this !

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u/justdrinksomewater Jul 29 '21

Please ask him about the chair, we inherited the same exact one from my wife’s family and don’t know anything about it.

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u/[deleted] Jul 29 '21

That’s amazing. I don’t know you, but I’m very proud of you and I know you’ll keep it up.

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u/hazelclaw Jul 29 '21

Thank you for your kindness

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u/[deleted] Jul 29 '21

It’s my pleasure. Congratulations.

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u/MiDNiGhT_MoON_ Jul 29 '21

Congratulations!! Way to goooO!!!

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u/hazelclaw Jul 29 '21

I am going to be completely transparent the first day, the first month was so fucking difficult, I am thinking of you and I hope you get the love and support you deserve to get through those hard moments, it all gets better I promise

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u/GoddessOfChamomile Jul 29 '21

You are almost to a month and that is fucking fantastic!!! I am at 8 months and I feel like most of the withdrawals (mentally) have run it’s course. Just remember that if your brain tells you it is easier to just drink to help with anxiety, emotions, sleep- it’s a lie! Things get better, I promise. It was just a lot of feels for me at the beginning (both good and awful) and lack of sleep, but if you can hang in there, it gets better! Pm me if you need support via interwebs.

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u/dadefresh Jul 29 '21

I just hit 10 years without alcohol and it’s so easy now. Best decision I’ve ever made. Keep it up.

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u/redtaildrummer Jul 29 '21

Happy anniversary for two years of hard work!

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u/Unusual-Award767 Jul 29 '21

Well done! I'm 2 months behind you - every day is awesome now!

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u/cold94 Jul 29 '21

Thats awesome. If you dont mind me asking what were you addicted to?

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u/hazelclaw Jul 29 '21

I don’t know if I replied to the right comment, I struggled with alcohol and cocaine

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u/MaximumAlert Jul 29 '21

Im really curious about this too. No matter what it was though, its a great accomplishment.

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u/hazelclaw Jul 29 '21

I struggled with alcohol and cocaine, and unfortunately those habits dragged me into other things, but I would say they were my main concerns

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u/MaximumAlert Jul 29 '21

Thanks for letting me know, and congratulations on getting clean. 👍

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u/Iamtheoneurlooking4 Jul 29 '21

You go queen! One day at a time. That’s all we can do. What can I do to help myself or what can I do to help someone? Wake in the morning with that question on ur heart. If it’s fix the bed, drink some water, go for a walk, say hello to someone, then that’s a good day. 💪🏽

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u/hazelclaw Jul 29 '21

Exactly every day is a miracle

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u/vainsandsmiling Jul 29 '21

I’m one year today!!!

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u/hazelclaw Jul 29 '21

That is an amazing accomplishment, you can do this !!

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u/Barbara_Mint404 Jul 29 '21

👏🏾👏🏾👏🏾👏🏾👏🏾

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u/junoray1968 Jul 29 '21

Congratulations 🎊👏

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u/No-Issue-5252 Jul 29 '21

Way to go! Your smile carries to your eyes and that’s amazing!

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u/MommyCousin Jul 29 '21

Congratulations! I'm so proud of you!

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u/nimrodenva Jul 29 '21

🎉🎉🎉🎊🎊🎊🥳 way to go!

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u/StellarsYT Jul 29 '21

Yay! Good for you

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u/Carlosaero22 Jul 29 '21

Congratulations 🎊 that’s awesome

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u/allflowerssmellsweet Jul 29 '21

Yay! Go you! You are amazing and this internet stranger is proud of you.

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u/SnackataurusHex Jul 29 '21

Woo hoo!!!!!! Congratulations!

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u/cwalker1003 Jul 29 '21

Congrats!!!! 🥳🥳🥳 That’s a huge accomplishment!!!

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u/olerazzledazzle_ Jul 29 '21

Great job! ❤️

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u/mysticalplantmama Jul 29 '21

Sobriety is such a gift and I’m so happy for you :}

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u/Dismal_Dot_7889 Jul 29 '21

Fuckin eh Mamma! Congrats

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u/someSingleDad Jul 29 '21

We are proud of you! Great job 🎉

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u/ElectricalVersion552 Jul 29 '21

I love everything about this image

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u/tmhb937 Jul 29 '21

I don't know you personally but I'm proud of you. You did that shit. From one human to another.

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u/hazelclaw Jul 29 '21

Thank you for being so kind

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u/MotherButterscotch44 Jul 29 '21

Keep it up One Day at a Time. Congratulations. Being clean and sober is the only way to live. I’m coming up on 6 months. Had 15 years. Went back out. It’s not better out there. Trust me.

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u/hazelclaw Jul 29 '21

odaat is my motto!! It’s the only way for me thank you

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u/BBR0DR1GUEZ Jul 29 '21

An older guy in AA said something that really stuck with me - that sometimes “scouts” leave sobriety to go back out into the drinking world. And they never seem to say “wow, it’s so different out here now! It’s great!” They come back shot full of arrows and wishing they had never left. That was definitely true for me too.

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u/MotherButterscotch44 Jul 29 '21

I like that, thanks for sharing. I’m going to pass this along.

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u/alreadytakenpdx Jul 29 '21

It makes sense that an old timer would say something like this, my sponsor taught me we don’t shoot our wounded. Love the analogy of being shot full of arrows. It’s sort of a double entendre cause of the taking shots…

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u/AliceHall58 Jul 29 '21

Welcome back!!!!

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u/MotherButterscotch44 Jul 29 '21

Thank you. Some don’t make it back.

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u/AliceHall58 Jul 29 '21

Oh.... I know. Lost my baby brother that way. At least part of the problem.

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u/Cathay-kid Jul 29 '21

You are young and attractive with a life style that is 100% different than mine- not better, not worse- but we have one thing in common. We haven’t had a drink today.

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u/zilogunner Jul 29 '21

Congrats 🎊

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u/AvatarMars Jul 29 '21

Super proud of you, internet stranger! 💛

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u/SeeAsIAm Jul 29 '21

Love your happy shining eyes ❤️ congratulations

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u/Expedition20 Jul 29 '21

Good job! I’m two days now lol

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u/hazelclaw Jul 29 '21

Hey that’s awesome !!

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u/the_poopetrator1245 Jul 29 '21

Proud of you internet stranger. Keep up and remember you can do anything.

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u/Cockula420 Jul 29 '21

If you mind me asking what are you sober from? I am struggling with my own addictions right now

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u/hazelclaw Jul 29 '21

I am sober from an alcohol and cocaine addiction, I am coming to realize that might not be “serious” enough for some people but that is what I am recovering from

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u/Similar-Lab64 Jul 29 '21

OF COURSE IT’S SERIOUS ENOUGH. Don’t you pay attention to those dimwits who want to make you think otherwise.

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u/Cockula420 Jul 29 '21

No that is serious. I’m not a big drinker but cocaine mainly for me as well as basically weed and any psychedelic

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u/westparkmod Jul 29 '21

I hope all your tomorrows are as good as today. I wish you peace.

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u/hazelclaw Jul 29 '21

Thank you!

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u/Snoo-84119 Jul 29 '21

You should get a balloon everyday because everyday you're sober is another reason to celebrate you!!!

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u/git_world Jul 29 '21

Haven't seen a beautiful person like you for a long time

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u/hazelclaw Jul 29 '21

I’ve read some rude comments about my weight, I appreciate your kindness a lot

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u/git_world Jul 29 '21

What? You have great sex appeal and look perfect. Don't listen to others. You are wonderful

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u/XydianGaming Jul 29 '21

Couldn't agree more. There's something wrong with a lot of people.

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u/Nuked0ut Jul 29 '21

I think you are absolutely gorgeous. I wasn’t gonna say anything to you, but If I’m dead honest, I clicked your profile hoping for the nsfw tag, and that’s how I saw this comment as your most recent activity, so I took it as a sign that I should vocalize this to you.

Ps: to whoever the hell is downvoting, fuck you

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u/ReasonableCoat7370 Jul 29 '21

Congratulations! I can’t even imagine how much strength this has taken. Keep doing what you’re doing!

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u/Madden5467 Jul 29 '21

Congratulations, thats amazing!!! 😃😃😃

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u/Babesmystery Jul 29 '21

Keep going back! It works if you work it ☺️

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u/timr1958 Jul 29 '21

How did you do it?

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u/Any_Cheesecake_2236 Jul 29 '21

And good lord do you look amazing 🤩 ❤️🤤 stay strong 💪 congratulations

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u/flowersNbees Jul 29 '21

Awesome!! ODAAT!

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u/youcredulousdolt Jul 29 '21

Oh whoa, you're the first person to swap one addiction for another. Weird that it happened in the other location, right?

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u/strikerwoma Jul 29 '21

my date is november 4th, 2019. i’ve used once since then, but i’m on maintenance drugs so call it what you will but congrats., chicky that’s amazing

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u/Forsaken_Region_384 Jul 29 '21

Congrats to you, I hope you have a beautiful life and just be happy because I was also in a depression of study pressure. Cheers!!!

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u/Lost-Comparison-5110 Jul 29 '21

Way to fucking go!

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u/FunyunFrog Jul 29 '21

Flip it and make it five years. :)

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u/GamerPradosh Jul 29 '21

Congratulations!! Stay happy and rock it just like you are rocking those cool tattoos!!!

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u/Adventurous-Ad-8044 Jul 29 '21

That’s awesome, congratulations!

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u/dawbery Jul 29 '21

Congratulations 🎉 🥳

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u/Gerryislandgirl Jul 29 '21

Congratulations! Well done!!

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u/Keef_270 Jul 29 '21

Proud of you. Stay focused and keep killing it.

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u/hellomiggy Jul 29 '21

One year and some change. Feels great!

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u/crisct1 Jul 29 '21

You are awesome!! Congrats!!

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u/brandiewine70 Jul 29 '21

Congrats that is awesome.

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u/Awesomeosito Jul 29 '21

I’m almost at 8 months and going strong, every day is a little victory for me

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u/LoveCleanKitten Jul 29 '21

Congratulations! I just hit 2 years last month, keep it up!

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u/Legitimate_Unit1786 Jul 29 '21

Congrats!! Something to be proud of for sure!!

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u/Scarlaire Jul 29 '21

Imma tell you the same thing I tell about sober people, that it takes everything to become sober. Addiction is the biggest bitch out there. You are a force to be reckoned with. Congrats and go live the life you earned back!

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u/wolf_talon Jul 29 '21

Keep going!!

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u/aldrig1 Jul 29 '21

Yes! Proud of you stranger friend.

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u/Aerondight_GT Jul 29 '21

I tip my hat to you. Seeing people like you stay strong all the way, gives me hope that I can get through this as well. So thank you for being a great motivator :)

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u/wap2005 Jul 29 '21

There's so much love in this thread it's making me uncomfortable. (2yrs next month)

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u/Raging_Dan Jul 29 '21

Good for you Edit: i mean to say that with a hyper enthousiastic voice.. istead i sounded like someone who didnt care..im sorry cause i honestly think thats amazing! Well done lady!

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u/DerrickMcChicken Jul 29 '21

congrats to you! been having a really rough time lately with alcoholism it is genuinely so impressive you overcame your addiction, whatever addiction that may be! Congrats.

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u/Routine_Routine_1348 Jul 29 '21

Awesome congratulations! - Matt 12/14/2013

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u/VariousBuy5609 Jul 29 '21

Before you know it, one day at a time becomes 2 years Congratulations 🥳, and above all..Respect.💪 Han from the Netherlands

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u/Amagherd Jul 29 '21

I really hope the positive comments outweigh the bad. A person that's never experienced addiction themselves or through anyone around them lack compassion and do not understand how difficult it can be! I am proud of you!

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u/No-Elevator4567 Jul 29 '21

Wonderful! I have 4yrs 8months. Nothing back there for you. Not a race of the swift but of those who endure to the end. Keep it up. God bless you.

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u/DeadlyMortal Jul 29 '21

Congratulations! I still to this day cannot believe I've stayed sober. What a great gift you've given yourself..I'm so happy for you ❤❤

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u/hgdfkkkvfyubxbm Jul 29 '21

Nice work young lady. Carry on!

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u/YNotZoidberg2020 Jul 29 '21

Congratulations!! Well done, keep it up!

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u/hazelclaw Jul 29 '21

Thank you!!

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u/TicketzToMyDownfall Jul 29 '21

proud of you, that is a huge accomplishment!!

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u/MidnightGolan Jul 29 '21

Congrats, rewriting brain patterns are a mf. I wish you the best.

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u/GullibleInevitable14 Jul 29 '21

What tattoo did you get to commemorate your awesome achievement?

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u/hazelclaw Jul 29 '21

I actually tattoo in this shop! My husband brought me the balloon while I was at work today, I got his initials in an American Traditional style banner yesterday

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u/Zandandido Jul 29 '21

Freaking congratulations! That's a huge accomplishment!

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u/Meowzers0024 Jul 29 '21

Congratulations on your major accomplishment! Keep up the excellent work!!👏

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u/2morrowsghost Jul 29 '21

Nice! And many more!

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u/Rockyhound110772 Jul 29 '21

Congratulations! Keep up the awesome work!

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u/djdownhill Jul 29 '21

Fucking awesome! Congratulations!

I’m proud of you! 👍

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u/Inside_Gap_7626 Jul 29 '21

Congratulations on your journey so far. 2 years, one day at a time! Awesome!!

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u/JasperDG828 Jul 29 '21

Im 13y sober (im 13yo)

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u/5ugarbat Jul 29 '21

lets keep it that way mate, wish you the best 🤙

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u/nagaraka Jul 29 '21

Birthday twins! I am celebrating 4 years today, keep up the good work!

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u/Ninjaofcake2021 Jul 29 '21

CONGRATULATIONS!!! And idk if I'm seeing that right but is that a hinata tattoo on your leg? 👁👁

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u/hazelclaw Jul 29 '21

Yes!! It was the second or third tattoo (?) I did on myself ! She is my favourite Naruto character

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u/Shaxzara Jul 29 '21

Oh My God! ThiCCC

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u/amoseeaee Jul 29 '21

what an achievement! Well done 👏

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u/RuckinScott Jul 29 '21

Happy birthday! Here’s to many more!

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u/lisa8657 Jul 29 '21

Congrats 💕

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u/Not_Leo101 Jul 29 '21

Celebrate it with a double shot of tequila

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u/hazelclaw Jul 29 '21

Nah I can’t ! Down for some ice cold water tho…

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u/Itsthejackeeeett Jul 29 '21

Real funny kid

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u/Opengatesandsunshine Jul 29 '21

You go Glenn Coco!