r/MadeMeSmile 27d ago

10 years clean last month :) still seems surreal that weathered through the journey Personal Win

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u/yeehawlobsterkong 27d ago

Congratulations! Take care of yourself and good luck go you on your journey

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u/Nimr412 27d ago

Thank you!

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u/aoskunk 27d ago

Sick dude. I think I might have 5. I purposely don’t keep track myself, just my preference. I could figure it out from 10 days after I last got arrested. I’ve got some trauma disorder problems from the crazy shit I got myself into on iV coke/dope and everything under the sun. If you do make sure you talk about that shit with someone. Even that real dark shit you pretend didn’t happen. Just one other person hearing it is huge. But then again your AA or NA or whatnot so hopefully you’ve opened up like that with a great sponsor at some point.

Mushrooms and lsd helped me huge my first year. Probably a controversial topic in the rooms but hey even bill W ate acid. Hell it’s probably where he came up with AA.

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u/BobLablawLawBlogFTW 27d ago

Great job! I passed 19 years in April.

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u/Nimr412 27d ago

That’s amazing!

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u/Wonderingdoc 26d ago

A decade is amazing! I’m at 4.5. Good on you!!

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u/BelleAriel 27d ago

I echo this. What a fantastic achievement. Respect!

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u/lunaslay 27d ago

what an amazing accomplishment. I am proud I am tearing up a bit actually cause if I can make it 30 days that will be my biggest accomplishment. Wishing you the best <3

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u/Nimr412 27d ago

You got this! I’m rooting for you!

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u/Several_Exchange_718 27d ago

Me Too👍🏾

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u/cogollovenenoso 27d ago

We are with you, you have the power! Keep going mate, bless

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u/Thumeus 27d ago

You can do it

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u/Agreeable_Ad9499 27d ago

Congrats and here is to many more! I am proud of you op. I hope you understand that it was a dark time in your life, a mistake, you shouldn't be ashamed of it, you should be looking nacka nd be proud of how you have grown from it. I really wish you well and I hope you will succeed in life.

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u/Nimr412 27d ago

Thank you so much for your words! Honestly it took a time to get out of that shameful state of mind but now that I look back at it I just see it as a moment of my life that I needed to go through to become as strong and focused as I am now!

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u/Agreeable_Ad9499 27d ago

You are very welcome, everyone needs kind words and encouragement sometimes!

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u/Ashe_of_Heartfire 27d ago

I wish you a very happy and healthy life, stranger

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u/Nimr412 27d ago

And to you as well kind stranger!

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u/Detskullemanhagjort 27d ago

Congratulations! Thats 3650 Just for todays ❤

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u/ILIKETOEATMYOWNPOOP 27d ago

3,653. Don’t forget the leap years.

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u/Nimr412 27d ago

❤️❤️❤️

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u/InstanceQuirky 27d ago

Congratulations on 10 years sober!

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u/Nimr412 27d ago

Thanks!

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u/YellowDefiant520 27d ago

I just relapsed after 40 days sober.

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u/Nimr412 27d ago

Our own failure is giving up on ourselves. I’ve had several starts and stops before I buckled down and pushed forward. I believe in you, you got this man

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u/MagerSuerte 27d ago

It's ok, it just means you get to try again. Nobody is perfect and 40 days is quite an achievement, well done!

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u/Responsible_Ad8959 27d ago

Congratulations 👏!!!!

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u/Nimr412 27d ago

Thank you!

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u/StrongAsMeat 27d ago

Can you be in AA if you don't believe in God? Congrats BTW

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u/Nimr412 27d ago

NA! And yes!

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u/MagerSuerte 27d ago

Yes, that would make me feel very uncomfortable about the whole thing. It's a fantastic achievement though!

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u/Oh-Oh-Ophelia 27d ago

Good job!!

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u/Nimr412 27d ago

Thank you!

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u/FreddieKruiger 27d ago

Damn. I wish I had my award.

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u/Nimr412 27d ago

You’ll get there!

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u/chooseyourstories 27d ago

I bet I could keep a coin clean for 10 years too /s

Good job though

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u/Nimr412 27d ago

This made me chuckle 😂 thank you!

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u/basopazogug 27d ago

You are awesome bro! Big respect

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u/Nimr412 27d ago

Much appreciated my guy 💪🏼

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u/castfam09 27d ago

Congrats on your determination to stay sober! 🙏🏻I wish you the best for on your continued journey

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u/Nimr412 27d ago

Thank you!

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u/No_Sheepherder_3524 27d ago

Awesome! You should be incredibly proud of yourself

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u/Jmaniac_13 27d ago

I don't know you but I'm extremely proud of you

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u/Nimr412 27d ago

Thank you so much!

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u/FourFootedFurFox 27d ago

Just curious, are all these AA type groups religious? Are there any that arnt? My brother could use AA but wouldn't want anything with religious ties.

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u/President-EIect 27d ago

Yes and they are less effective than other methods.

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u/grandmaster_zach 27d ago

In my experience, AA/NA groups have never pushed any kind of religion. It is a spiritual program, but even the AA big book describes it as a God of your own understanding. I've seen others say they have had religion pushed on them, so that may happen in some places. My experience is in Chicago and the Pacific Northwest.

There are tons of Zoom meetings that I would give a shot if you're not comfortable going in person. Reddit tends to say negative things about 12 step programs, but I've been involved in them in one way or another for years, and in my opinion they are one of the best ways to get sober. There is also SMART recovery (groups are run by a therapist and is CBT based), Dharma recovery (Buddhist based), and a lot of others if 12 steps don't click for you or your brother.

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u/vantrap 27d ago

Congratulations friend! You’re a champion of life 🏆

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u/Nimr412 27d ago

Thank you so much!

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u/jrbobdobbs333 27d ago

Congrats ... What fellowship is the coin from..??

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u/Nimr412 27d ago

Narcotics Anonymous

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u/jrbobdobbs333 27d ago

Thx!! Congrats again .. great work!!

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u/Grit1963 27d ago

Congratulations. Huge achievement! Bravo! Question: why does the white square in the middle look like a hit of acid I done in the 80’s?

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u/Nimr412 27d ago

This made me chuckle out loud 😂 thanks!

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u/Cinemaslap1 27d ago

Congrats! 10 years is a huge thing!

As someone who's never dealt in this world, I get why "self", "society", and "service" are on there. but what's the significance with God on there as well? Is it because it's part of a religious organization? (No judgements, just curious)

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u/Nimr412 27d ago

Thank you for asking! The group I was part of was secular but still opened the doors for anyone that found solace through God and faith. Personally for me, reasserting myself in my own faith and growing closer to a higher power helped me find comfort in a lot of lonely snd dark moments on my journey. My sponsor (who’s agnostic) took it upon himself to get me a coin with the word God on it because he understood how important of a role faith played on my recovery! I hope this answered your question!

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u/Cinemaslap1 27d ago

That answered it perfectly, I was actually thinking about those who were agnostic. I wasn't aware there were different chips, I mean I know there's different chips depending on how long, but I didn't know they varied.

I'm glad that you've found some help through your faith. I'm not personally someone of faith, but as long as it's helped you than I don't have any qualms, and I'm very proud.

Thank you for taking the time to explain it to me. Best of luck on getting that next chip

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u/strongapril2021 27d ago

Congrats and best wishes.

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u/Nimr412 27d ago

Thank you! Best wish To you as well!

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u/sun085421 27d ago

Yes!! Well done, such a huge accomplishment!

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u/Nimr412 27d ago

Thank you!

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u/yettie_master_365 27d ago

Congratulations!!!

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u/Nimr412 27d ago

Thank you!

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u/LeeStutes76 27d ago

Congratulations!!!

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u/Nimr412 27d ago

Thanks!

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u/in_animate_objects 27d ago

Congratulations! This is amazing wishing you continued happiness

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u/gaycunt26 27d ago

Good job ! Ive been sober for only 2months and cant even think straight

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u/AmericanTaig 27d ago

Ten years and still...today is the most important day not to drink ❤️

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u/Firechef15 27d ago

Posts like these give me hope for my future. I've been sober for 9 months and 20 days.

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u/dirtybird971 27d ago

Congratulations! Keep coming back! Just passed 18 years last march!

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u/Nimr412 27d ago

And congrats to you! That’s amazing!

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u/Living-Sundae-1308 27d ago

Congratulations! I hope that you never get a ten year coin again. Keep coming back!!

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u/Stoneman1968 27d ago

Right on dude. One day at a time. They can add up. 30+ years here just one day, sometimes one moment, at a time. Keep vigilant, never forget where u came from and Be of service to others ✨

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u/OathStoned 27d ago

Freedom under god is a little bent.

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u/mantrap100 27d ago

This cool but what is it? Looks kind like free masonry.

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u/jejdueu38dnen 27d ago

Ignore all the 300 lbs atheists here trying to bring you down. God bless.

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u/Illustrious_Brick_92 27d ago

I don’t really understand what is going on since this thing doesn’t happen in my country, but i’m very happy for you OP! (If anyone could explain to me what’s going on, that would be nice tho ')

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u/Nimr412 27d ago

Thank you! I’m ten years clean off of prescription pain killers!

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u/Thebottlerocket2 27d ago

Congrats on ten years but I have no idea what I’m congratulating you on

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u/ryancoke33 27d ago

Great job! I am rooting for you.

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u/itwasthethirdofsept 27d ago

Thats a big congratulations for me!!

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u/snakes_lil_bandit 27d ago

Congrats on ten years! Sending hope for decades more to come!

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u/[deleted] 27d ago

BOOOOOM CONGRATS!!!!!

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u/GBTOG123 27d ago

Wish you all the best internet stranger😁😁😁

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u/Nimr412 27d ago

Thank you kind stranger!

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u/Alarid 27d ago

You did it, one Free Dom.

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u/cmeinsea 27d ago

Congratulations and Happy Birthday. You’ll never regret it, keep it up!

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u/Lasty 27d ago

Nicely done. How has 10 years sober changed life for you? Hope all is well!

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u/Nimr412 27d ago

Thank you! It’s done a lot honestly! Got married, got a good business up and running, much more healthier and in tune with my body and mind, better relationships with all my friends and family. And that’s just the short list!

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u/titros2tot 27d ago

That’s AWESOME!!!

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u/Nimr412 27d ago

You’re awesome 🙌🏽

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u/Bryzoz 27d ago

Keep going bro you can win this battle don’t go back bro :)

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u/Nimr412 27d ago

You already know. I made addiction my bitch 😤

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u/KnaprigaKraakor 27d ago

Awesome, and congratulations on making it to 10 years!

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u/grouchyrn 27d ago

That is so wonderful

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u/Nimr412 27d ago

Thank you!

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u/Edmjalfb 27d ago

Love this

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u/everytime001 27d ago

Congratulations. What the secret.

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u/Nimr412 27d ago

Just keep moving forward, don’t ponder on the past, and don’t worry about the future. Revel in the present and appreciate the good in your life and allow the bad to motivate you to be better.

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u/L0NZ0BALL 27d ago

I'm proud of you OP. And if you ever have to trade it in, I'll still be proud of you. You got this!

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u/Scarlaymama0721 27d ago

What a beautiful coin! Really happy for you. You’re an old timer now! Thank you for being an example for the rest of us

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u/Nimr412 27d ago

Thank you so much! Truly I appreciate your kindness ❤️

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u/Number5is_ALIVE 27d ago

Man and I can’t even stick to losing weight for a week because I’m a food addict. How do you do it? Really. This is a incredible achievement for anyone and you clearly have found something that works.

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u/strawberryneurons 27d ago

Hi congrats! Thanks for sharing this, if you don't mind, what we're some of the hardest things you had to learn/or unlearn to maintain sobriety? What does sobriety mean to you?

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u/CommercialExotic2038 27d ago

Good job! A lot of hard work. Congratulations! 🎈🎉🎊

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u/Chaconut 27d ago

10 years clean from what? Also congrats!

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u/Pontius-Pilate 27d ago

10 years ..... wow dayum near only thing ive done for that long is live

mad props

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u/vagrantmessiah 27d ago

Congrats

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u/Nimr412 27d ago

Thanks!

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u/Gingerbrew302 27d ago

It gets greater later.

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u/13curseyoukhan 27d ago

Wicked cool!

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u/Nimr412 27d ago

Thanks man!

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u/high240 27d ago

Nice man!

do atheistic coins also exist?

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u/ClockworkPangolin 27d ago

Outstanding! Kudos for having the discipline to do the work. You should feel proud.

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u/no-i 27d ago

Congrats! I am 4.5 years sober so far!
(Never did the 12 step thing tho, as an atheist it turned me off)

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u/Nimr412 27d ago

Amazing! Here’s to life time of sobriety!

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u/badgerhostel 27d ago

Your a better man than i.

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u/Ultragreed 27d ago

I don't understand what this is. Can somebody explain? (I'm a foreigner)

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u/JLAmmons 27d ago

Congratulations!! 10 years…. What a great accomplishment.

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u/Nimr412 27d ago

My proudest one! Thank you!

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u/Cute_Difference_9216 27d ago

Awesome. Congratulations!

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u/Nimr412 27d ago

Thank you!

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u/BeePleasant8236 27d ago

👏🏻👏🏻🙌🏻Congratulations

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u/krazykhat 27d ago

Well fucking done. I'm trying to ween myself of alcohol with weed currently. I understand the slippery slope but it's the longest I've gone without continually drinking myself into oblivion every night, so I'll take the little wins. Down to 6-9 normal beers a few times a week.

One day at a time ✌️

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u/Nimr412 27d ago

The smallest win is still a win! Small steps lead to giant leaps!

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u/Scout_wheezeing 27d ago

Congratulations by PewDiePie starts but remixed to congratulate you in a good way

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u/calski19 27d ago

Congratulations. I really do mean that, I've had several stops and restarts this year as I attempt to begin my own journey, I know it's not easy by any means. You're an inspiration. Thank you for sharing.

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u/Trimungasoid 27d ago

Good job!

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u/Nimr412 27d ago

Thanks!

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u/morosco 27d ago

So awesome.

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u/Wise_Question9838 27d ago

I don't even know you but this makes me so proud! I'm happy for you! So many more wins to come🤍

Take care and good luck!

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u/Midas_Artflower 27d ago

OH, that’s a beautiful chip! My beloved is working toward his 8th & I have so much respect for all Sobriety Warriors. ODAT!

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u/fightingtao1331 27d ago

Congrats OP! Its such a hard fought and well deserved achievement. Ive been clean 3 years and 7 months, and I know a lot of the days are a struggle but you have conquered this. And I am so damn proud of you. Keep it up and know we believe in you.

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u/Garbage_Solid 27d ago

Congratulations 🎊🎉 I’m really proud of you, this is an amazing accomplishment ☺️ I wish you a happy and healthy life ☺️

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u/Cpt_Sparkle_Fingers 27d ago

Wow, that is the best thing I’ve read on the internet today! Congratulations on 10 years sober!!!

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u/Bobby_Bobberson2501 27d ago

I would give you shit about posting a token into the media as it breaks the traditions of AA but then I realized your doing NA so it doesn’t count anyways :)

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u/Amalaiel 27d ago

Congratulations ( : you earned it!

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u/DPIDDY75 27d ago

I can’t imagine the sense of pride you must feel right now. It’s such an immense achievement to do what you did. Congratulations, man!

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u/Nimr412 27d ago

It’s honestly so overwhelming! Thank you so much!

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u/One_While_1899 27d ago

Self free god dom good society will service. Jokes aside thats awesome man, keep up the good work!

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u/Nimr412 27d ago

😂 thank you!

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u/TheJaguar365 27d ago

Congrats on your ongoing achievement. Stay clean and safe! (Pls someone offer to redesign that coin though - did AA have a kindergartner design it?)

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u/kenndaj 27d ago

Congratulations!

If no one have said it yet, proud of you!

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u/Wontuseoften 27d ago

My sincerest congratulations. My mother was an addict, and I wish she had the strength to make it as long as you have.

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u/Pretty_Answer8921 27d ago

Good for you dude. You should be proud.

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u/AgeAgitated317 27d ago

Congratulations! I'm on my second month clean. Many tries, but you show it's possible. Thank you.

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u/obiwan_major 27d ago

Sending good vibes your way from Vancouver BC Can. #BillDubClub

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u/4GSIXT3 27d ago

Just for today! Congrats on the X!

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u/Lawyer-bay 27d ago

Congratulations!!!! Excited to be in your position soon

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u/Nimr412 27d ago

Hell yeah! Good luck! And thank you

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u/Nimr412 27d ago

22 years! That’s amazing! Thank you friend! I strive to be in your shoes one day!

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u/Nimr412 27d ago

Actually 10 years clean off painkillers! But nonetheless you’re awesome. Honestly!

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u/IndividualStarJR 27d ago

Congratulations! 🎊What a tough and amazing accomplishment. Excellent work!

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u/Nimr412 27d ago

Thank you so much!

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u/hellslave 27d ago

What does the "service" allude to?

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u/PiratusInteruptus 27d ago

Congrats bro. It's 15 years alcohol free for me. I sometimes think about how I lived back then. I start my day with a tall glass of vodka, then I would stay smashed all day. In the evening before bed, I would 'count' my alcohol so I would know I had enough to crank me back up in the morning enough to go get some more. That was just dying with extra steps.

I knew I was on my way to the grave. I was afraid of life without alcohol and afraid of life with alcohol. For anyone on the edge I can tell you it's possible to live a full life without alcohol.

Even as a recovering alcoholic, I don't think the consumption of alcohol to be an evil. I have nothing against consuming alcohol. The problem was when I let alcohol consume me.

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u/haileyerickson0304 27d ago

Proud of you!!! You can do ANYTHING

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u/A-rat-on-a-keyboard 27d ago

10 years of freedom. Congratulations, that’s no small feat.

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u/Ae369 27d ago

That is truly awesome! I hope I can muster the strength to quit for more than a few days. People like you are a true inspiration.

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u/mdfromct 27d ago

That’s truly outstanding!!!! Congratulations!🎈🎉🎊

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u/DuaneMichael 27d ago

Truly well done and now it's been ten years you know you won't go back on to whatever you were taking so please don't tell reddit next year that it's been eleven years sober as its like you're just using it to gain reddit upvotes, to be fair after ten years it can't be that hard to stay sober now otherwise you wouldn't of made it to an incredible ten years in the first place, again well done though from a former drug addict nearly a year sober.

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u/Nimr412 27d ago

This made me chuckle. I wasn’t planning on coming back next year, and honestly didn’t expect to have my post blow up like this! Just thought I would share a personal achievement on a sub that makes me smile ;) and hopefully show others who may be struggling or starting their journey that it is possible. Congrats on one year! And thank you!

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u/rojigi2657 27d ago

NA?

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u/Nimr412 27d ago

Narcotics Anonymous

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u/rojigi2657 27d ago

I was asking if you got 10 years in NA... I've been in AA, NA and Welbriety for awhile. Usually people post coins from AA so it's awesome to see NA get some love. Congrats friend!!!

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u/Nimr412 27d ago

Thank you so much! I was hesitant about posting, but I was really proud of myself so I finally said fuck it after a month 😂

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u/cyrilio 27d ago

Great job OP! Sorry to hijack all these wonderful comments but feel like sharing this is important.

What I often share when people are looking for help with any (drug) recovery. I also want to point out that you don't need to quit completely. Sometimes just slowing down can already do a lot to improve your health.

Addiction/Recovery subreddits

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u/Nimr412 27d ago

Thank you so much for sharing this!

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u/Bourbon_Knight 27d ago

Congratulations!!! I'm 15 years this month.

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u/Nimr412 27d ago

15 years is amazing, congrats to you!

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u/Glutton4punishment83 27d ago

That’s fucking awesome!!!!!

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u/Nimr412 27d ago

So are you 💪🏼

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u/kkkktttt00 27d ago

You’re killing it! I’m proud of you.

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u/BigPoppa1 27d ago

Congratulations on this HUGE milestone! This is amazing.

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u/Imshxnk 27d ago

Well done 👌🏻🔥 2 weeks here 🤣

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u/Nimr412 27d ago

Two weeks is amazing man. Our accomplishments towards where we wanna go should be celebrated, regardless the length of time! Good luck on your journey

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u/Imshxnk 27d ago

Thanks man struggling like hell tonight but appreciate that 👌🏻 congrats on how well you've been doing that must take some amount of control. Just shit because of covid the fellowships where I love haven't met for a year or two 😅

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u/Digital_Rocket 27d ago

out of the loop here, what does that coin mean?