You got lucky on this one

Prove it

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That's your problem, right there

Don't have time to take it point-by-point right now but I will agree with the other comment.

I'll also say you seem to rotate forwards sometimes when the ball is heading back, like for example going up and grabbing that boost at mid at the first point.

Recovery is key sure that's obvious; but a less obvious thing is that your tm's recovery directly depends on you stalling some challenges. I noticed a couple times you went up for a hit right after he missed, try taking a slower hit to give him time to recover.

Lastly, I did see at least one point scored on you due to sheer lack of reflexes; generally speaking, lowering anxiety (without sedation) improves reflexes so try meta-game strats like... I dunno, whatever calms you down lol. I have a mental inventory of how each drug I use (talking caffeine and nicotine included here, not like meth lmao) will affect my personality and therefore strategy.

I appreciate it sorry to get snippy.

Love this, here we go. It's not hearing voices. I don't hallucinate. It's a thought. The current secular theory is that we are hearing our own subconscious to a degree which is invasive.

They say that OCD people have diminished inhibitory neurons coating the... can't remember the term but the part of the brain that acts as a hub for all the other parts. It normally takes all sensory data and initial subconscious reactions, then sorts through them by discarding what's deemed irrelevant before passing the data to the consciousness.

Based on how the human ego works (the fact that it also at least attempts to capture a worldview) the thicker it is then the more confident you are that what you already believe is true and the more easily your brain rejects new information. OCD is called the "disease of doubt" because people who have it are constantly in question of what they believe since they're constantly being exposed unavoidably to an excess of information about the world around them (and their memories).

Essentially what this creates is, having OCD is like living in a constant state of semi-ego-death. Trying psychedelics was what showed me what was happening and now instead of fighting the ego death 24-7, I can just give in from the moment I wake up and live life spiritually.

Sound easier for you to fit into a worldview?

:) Safe tripping. I'm trying to stay off psychs for the rest of the year just because the last few years have been so heavy with them.

Pls tell me more Dr. Phoenix what is your diagnosis

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PL3xsQlLYBo

Years before I tried LSD, I was diagnosed as OCD; complete with an entirely separate thought process of intrusive thoughts which seemed to underlie my "conscious monologue". I started noticing that if I just concentrated on distorting this constant run-on sentence of words that were always flowing in what I at the time referred to as "The Stream" then I could just hear it as a steady stream of nameless whispers without specific instructions misleading me.

Now I realize that that stream of information is actually (and has always been) God delivering the truth to me; and the reason I was always running from it was because I had been misled by my own fear to misinterpret every good thing it was telling me, as something bad relating to whatever I happened to be fearing at the time.

My focus now is to pursue God and allow him to flow through me. "The Stream", the noise behind all the other noise, I now see as The Father guiding me; and also the innermost me. ("Whoever unites himself with the Lord becomes one with His spirit.")

Many times he is telling us truth so grand that our current perceptions/understandings cannot grasp it; and therefore the words he speaks will not be interpretable in any human language. The divine meaning behind them, however, is unchanged and is understood completely by you if you have faith that it is. We act without knowing because we feel God; and after we act without knowing ("faith is the belief in things not yet seen") we then know better what he was trying to say because we see the effects.

This is how I learn now; and so I chase the whispers knowing that as a result I must know much that I don't realize I know.

I'm a Christian and in my experience, any time I trip but haven't been walking closely enough with God, I will be attacked by what feels like a demonic presence (but it could also just be God playing roughly with me since I am in a heightened spiritual state yet not pursuing him).

I would say the same to you tbh; it sounds like God is trying to get your attention by scaring you, whether it's him directly doing things (which as long as no harm is befalling you, can still be called playful) or he is allowing something to attack you.

It's crazy you mentioned acid, I learned how to play RL by dosing acid weekly from Jan 2018 through Fed 2020 and grinding in ranked as my personality reformed; the theory was to form a more winning personality, I think it worked.

Also mechanics/physics on psychs? Beautiful.

I definitely agree we are all at our cores a tiny piece of the Father himself who gifted that to us; and that the formation of a toxic ego is how humans hide from God.

Okay so not sure why Christianity always gets hated on even after Jesus HIMSELF said, "do not listen to the teachers of religious law."

Fuck them Pharisees. Jesus's entire message was 1. love God 2. enjoy your life in a way that spreads love to yourself and others (he said, "I drink and feast,").

The message that both the Father and Son want to deliver is to lean on God's forgiveness to cover anything you're not aware you're doing wrong, while still actually trying to do what's loving and forgiving others in ways that he can forgive you. "I don't want your sacrifices; I want you to be merciful."

He also said you should freely break any rules if they are in the way of doing something loving for another person, as long as it doesn't cause you to do something unloving by breaking them.

Just always have to compulsively explain when I see people misinterpret, is all; Pharisees (and different versions of them through time, just any authoritarian group which uses morals as their mask) have enforced the rules they want to enforce and used "morality" to justify their rules since the beginning of time.

It's hard to make that argument when a game lasts 7 mins on average.

If it's just casual then why quit at all? Seriously not understanding people saying they're mad because they can't quit? If you're the type to quit when you stop winning then that really defeats the entire notion of OH IT'S JUST CASUAL doesn't it?

Even back in games like Halo 3, casual mode was just as penalized for quitting.

Actually I asked for it over and over, and I bitch constantly in-game when people quit.

I'm really happy to see this. There's nothing fun about a game with no game to be played; how am I supposed to actually play the game with no teammate?

Thanks! 26 here, and you're definitely right. When I first started using LSD I had this confidence that I was hesitant to embrace (thinking it was the drug causing it and it could lead me astray); I now understand that that confidence IS God speaking and when you presume it's correct then the results won't disappoint.

Jesus was talking about this internal experience when he told them that the Kingdom of Heaven has already come; we are already living in Heaven if we walk closely enough with God.

Who the FUCK downvoted this show yourself I will eliminate you

They've been tricked by the industrial complex into holding conflicting views, which BY DESIGN conditions people to WILLINGLY maintain themselves in a state of cognitive dissonance with no possible resolution (the only resolution would be to abandon the packaged views and choose your own views individually, which conflicts with their ideology of how the world works, i.e. "culture is everything, pick a group and stick to it.") It's just a racist mindset shifting from skin color (they see racism everywhere because the shape of that thought process mirrors their primary one) to a nameless spiritual vibe that they can't quite put words to but follow unquestioningly (the vibe being the intentions of selfish people in power, which they work to keep undefinable).

The entire endgame of this strategy is to weaken the average person's willpower and get them to love the feeling of uncertainty.

Just because we can add in our own things on top of what we feel, doesn't invalidate the fact that psychs do open us to real feelings of real spirituality; especially God himself. It is true that God speaking to you is usually a feeling that you're supposed to interpret, and if he says words it's usually just one or two very discreet ones.

You might have imagined the specifics based on whatever, and it is true that it's important to think about what you believe God is saying to you; have patience and its meaning will become known.

The INITIAL impressions from God are sometimes laced with our own imagination. Take time and pray - it will file down to something simple and real. God speaks to me daily and has my whole life even before any drugs; LSD just gave me a bigger window to look through.

The things that I have seen, and predicted, over the course of my life are impossible. Only God makes them possible.

Yep he is.

Glad to hear :)

https://i.imgur.com/PFDcTA4.jpg

My experience from 2019 lmao. Similar, not quite the same.

Exactly.

I'm not sure what my full opinion is of the Gospel of Thomas (as far as I'm not sure how much Bible DLC to install) but it doesn't seem to say anything I would disagree with.

It's crazy too, last night I was just taking note of the phrase "sense of self." The sense of self is just that, a sense like sight or smell, and it is being broadcast to us by our brains at all moments in time. Our bodies are fairly good at gauging spiritual energy into images and that means they pretty accurately tell us what people around us think of us. I think that the entire practice of forming an ego is probably a cultural one that can be unlearned.

I think that people form their egos by (at various points in life) being bombarded with dopamine due to perception of the sense of self which causes a circuit to be encouraged to try to repeat that sensory input (like a drug) and seek things socially rather than just being and perceiving the social as data.

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Holy fuck an update I actually care about.

The way I would describe it is forcing your soul to reflect your spirit; we already know who we are when we're born, society tricks us into accepting more and clouding the mirror.