Chugging cough syrup

For me personally I prefer HBr to the freebase stuff. I hate the gels but I like the feeling more than robotabs

mcnuggets

You have literally no way of knowing, their ‘assessment’ is pure assumption.

I’ve honestly never liked how wanting attention is always equated with being a bad thing, personally. Yeah it can be annoying when you’re on the receiving end but it bugs me that people exhibiting unhealthy behaviors are shrugged off because they’re trying to get attention from someone.

I’ve been a self harmer for years and when people see the scars they always assume I did it because I wanted attention, almost as if that means I’m not valid because of it. I personally don’t do it for that reason, I try my best to hide it, but some people do and it bothers me that their struggles are seen as invalid by others.

If someone is willing to completely change everything about themselves, fake a mental illness or hurt themselves in an attempt to net attention/sympathy there’s absolutely some underlying problem that needs to be addressed.

Exactly. Nowadays I rarely self harm because I feel bad, I mostly just do it to get it out of the way so I can move on with my day. Regardless of location or if it's permanent, it's become such a minor thing to me I don't even consider it as self harm, since I rarely do it with the actual intention of hurting myself. Just another bad habit. It's kinda like smoking cigs, I know it's harmful but I don't do it with the intention of causing harm anymore, just to satisfy the cravings.

Plus as much as I hate to admit it, I like the way they look and wouldn't mind more. Only reason I keep them covered is so people leave me alone and don't judge me preemptively

DMT breakthrough

The original Powerpuff Girls was legit great show to watch tripping

how dare you

like the other person said it's not milk, and honestly yoohoo is fucking delicious

yoohoo

Mostly agree but that scene with ‘mature’ Olaf made me wanna curl up into a ball and die from cringe

Yee. I haven’t seen either but from what I’ve heard the James Gunn version is a massive improvement

They’re referring to the remake

I bet you probably understand this already, but alcohol is a drug. The only reason we refer to them separately is because 'normal' people don't want to believe they're using a drug for fun

You guys are boring as hell. This is hilarious

There’s several ways you can do it. You can put it under weed or some other herb in a bowl and smoke it that way, but it’s very inefficient. If you have a wax pen for vaping thc concentrates that will work great depending on the wattage, my personal favorite is the Yocan Evolve Plus. You can mix it in with e-juice and make DMT vape juice which is a great way assuming you get the right setting on your vape. You can also make DMT wax cartridges by mixing it with propylene glycol and putting it in the cart.

You can smoke it out of a crack pipe, use a lightbulb vape, vape it with ‘the machine’ which is a bottle with some steel wool stuffed in the end, even vape it on some foil (potentially dangerous).

You can also make your own Changa blend, or if you’re feeling brave try your hand at making your own ayahuasca/pharmahuasca. Both of these methods require a Monoamine Oxidase Inhibitor (MAOI), which can be very dangerous or even fatal if you’re taking certain medications, but harmless otherwise.

What if I like blank walls?

Maude

Reminds me of the magician Shin Lim, who won AGT a few seasons ago. He said that they literally WOULD NOT let him go on the show without a sob story, so he went with his carpal tunnel syndrome.

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I absolutely agree. I hope a larger conversation forms around addiction and the impact it can have, but I worry more people will be affected by it before that happens. I wish I could take it all back, but in the end my actions hurt people and the only way I can atone for this injustice towards them is to try to be better. Unfortunately some addicts never make it this far, makes me feel lucky to be in the position I am now.

I'm genuinely so sorry for your loss. I'm sure he was a wonderful person despite his struggles, and I'm glad he had a positive impact on your life. I lost my aunt to alcoholism several years ago, she was only 37. It's gotten easier over time, but I still think about her every day. I can't imagine the pain you feel losing a brother. I wish I had something less cliche to say, but I just wanted you to know I believe in you. Much love, I hope you and your siblings can overcome this pain. xoxo

I appreciate the kind words. And I won't lie, there are terrible people who use drugs. The black market drug scene is full of people who seem to lack a moral compass, selling drugs cut with dangerous substances to innocent people. I ended up trying fentanyl because I bought a pill advertised as something completely different. I suppose the main point I'm trying to make is that drugs mess with people's ability to make logical and rational decisions, as it did for me. I also don't feel there are enough resources for people struggling with addiction, as many of them cost money that these addicts just don't have. I know I couldn't have afforded it, even if I didn't spend money to fund my addiction.

I will readily admit however that I have an obvious bias, since I struggled with it myself. Hard for me to separate myself from my experiences. I suppose it comes down to me wanting to be judged for the person I was before and now, and not the person I became during addiction. But in the end I will and always will be associated with my actions during that period. I believe everyone's thoughts on the subject are valid and worthy of consideration, even if it hurts me to read lmao.

I appreciate the reply, I enjoy having a more nuanced conversation on this.