This isn’t about grieving, just assuming the complete absence of your family and all the inheritance.
I’d pay off my medical debt and go back to university. I’m so tired. I just want to learn and stop struggling. I don’t even qualify for my own debt so I have to have it in someone else’s name, being bound to an abuser…
I have no positive emotional ties with my family.
@Lamb yes, I can see that. It sort of sounded more like a cry for help than a fun writing prompt.
I’m really sorry you’re in that situation. If the idea of their deaths seems pleasant to you, I hope you are able to go low contact or no contact with them. The inheritance might not be worth being treated badly.